biting, indignent.... self-righteous kind of mad
the kind that had me thinking that i somehow live this mostly good and servant-hood life for God that i should be immune to being the victim of someone's elses temper-tamtrum
and yet i sit here grieving my prideful fit of anger, confessing i thought & felt & told Him that He shouldn't have let this happen to me
oh no you didn't?!!! i feel like that's what the angels must have been saying to themselves when i spoke to the King of Kings like that
and yet He told me very quickly, without mincing words that i could use all my best efforts to attempt to be super-sinless but because i live in a world of sin & evil, these things would happen... but He came that i might know what real love & redemption is
some battles are not against what i can see, they are spirtiual battles that many times go unseen by my earthly eyes...